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杀死我吧！！！

2011-12-02T10:09:00.003+08:00

我只能说，我很痛苦。牙肉无缘无故长在智慧牙上面，牙鄂不能闭上，只因上方牙齿一触碰牙肉我就痛得死去活来。衍生出来的问题，就是长期牙鄂微张，导致耳朵也跟着受苦。那么该死去食物中毒，吃奶制品就呕得半死，牙肉令我漱口也想死。。整天只能吃吞类食物，粥，老鼠粉。。正常的一餐对我来说都是恶梦，吃东西的过程很他妈的痛苦！救命！！！！

Coach?

2011-09-20T12:00:00.002+08:00

Hey, a very short post, would you buy Coach authentic bags from me if I sell? Indeed I have few brand new bags, purses, wristlets, ID Holders on hand, EX-STOCKS! Please do not doubt their origin, I got them all from my eldest sis at US, they are not A-stocks -.- (I think most of you know my sis is staying at US for yearssss).

So ya, back to topic, would you buy? ;)

Shall come back and post those bags' pretty pictures up soon. Leave me comments or find me at FB for more details.

Love.

9th July 2011

2011-07-09T14:33:00.002+08:00

An update. Staying home, heart was out. It's Bersih 2.0 rally today. We were having lunch just now with the TV on, news updating through TV2. Police had arrested 21 people till 12pm just now. I wonder, why the hell are they doing this. It's a rally ya, to voice out what we want, peacefully. Who said we're going to create chaos? It would be a safe and peaceful rally if the gangster, kiasu, government didn't attack us without any r eason. We ain't going onto the street holding parang -.-

Am still getting updates from Facebook friends, from those bravo who are now in the rally. Very proud of them. Aye, the massive jam made us frustrated, but we must stand up and do the right thing at least once right? One must start the step forward, otherwise we will be at the same pace forever. Complaining how shit the government is, how unfair & dirty the election is, how 腐败 the government is.. How this how that. I believe BERSIH 2.0 is right, massive jam is just nothing compared to the huge message BERSIH tried to deliver to the country.

God bless us.

不想散的筵席

2011-06-11T22:23:00.003+08:00

短短的一篇，向我在公司里最爱的两个男人说再见。（恶，但此爱非彼爱:P)

公司前阵子大地震，虽然只震了我的部门，但蛮悲伤的说。他们俩差不多同样时候丢信，丢下我们几个孤儿说要走。。唉。。天下无不散之筵席，也不用把两场筵席省成一餐吧！公司有了他们是非常的吵，非常的开心，少了其中一个都稍微嫌静。。两个一起走，怎样适应啊？

一路以来虽然有时顶撞他们，有时他们的嘴真的令人语塞，但他们是我非常要好的同事，教的不只是公事，私事也时常给我意见，毕竟当时的我还是公司里年纪最轻的瓜。很想念刚搬新公司时四个人坐在一起吵吵闹闹的工作环境。。

人得向前望，无论如何，再次谢谢你们带给我的欢乐和无限的回忆，希望下次出来不要生疏就好。

下雨天一定会想起你:)

在公司里第一个见的人就是他，interview我的他。很喜欢问他意见，虽然只老我9年，但从他带我买鞋过后真的觉得他很像我爸爸。哈哈。。

不想散的筵席散终究得散。。祝福你们:)

Oh my pocket!

2011-04-27T16:46:00.002+08:00

Boring boring boring...It's a pack day today, 3appointments in a row, not very tired actually as we stole some time to chill at Starbucks Empire Subang this morning after first meeting. Oh my lovely caramel mocchiato :)
Lunch with my principal, finally meet their boss today..however, still no conclusion.-.- speechless..skip this part. Joined Fred to Dialog afterwards and finally met the 2 ladies I always deal in phone..excited when we meet in person, like net fren first meeting :p
End meeting at just 3sth o'clock and decided not to back office, so here m I at mid valley, plan to sit here till 530---to prevent myself from buying. My pocket is burnt, BIG hole! Can't afford to buy anything any soon, imma remind myself to just shop at Taiwan...
Looking forward to drive my newbie soon...ciao

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Excited!

2011-04-17T19:56:00.001+08:00

Yo!! Just realised I can download Blogger on Android version from the market, and yay I can blog wherever whenever I like! ( like I have lotsa things to blog -.-)
Ok done this testing post, gonna iron clothes d~ ciao and muacks

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Bowling Day

2011-04-17T00:16:00.006+08:00

这篇，用华语写。（他看了又会问"zomok华语的？我都不会看？！" :p)

今天很故意地不调闹钟，想睡到自然醒，但那王八蛋竟然给我730早晨起个大早大大力地duk他的keyboard--打机。-.- 他的机友又可以无时无刻地打电话过来讨论战情。。frustrated。。华文怎样写？气死。

下午吃了午餐后出发到Endah Parade打保龄球，这是我第一次到那商场，非常旧的商场，大概和south city plaza 一样，没什么人租，店铺没什么好看头，停车场阴阴暗暗的，没有好感。他的好友早就到了，咱在咖啡店喝了杯咖啡，聊了整个小时才上楼打球。忘了上次打球是几个世纪前的事情了，所以这次他的朋友打来约打保龄球我真的兴奋得像个死小孩。:p

兴奋的证据，化了妆，戴了新买的隐型眼镜

运动其实不用化妆我知道，但我得戴隐形眼镜，没化妆又很奇怪。。戴那眼镜是想要适应它，练习多了以后就可以省下那恼人的戴眼镜过程:) 其实我还蛮喜欢那感觉啊，但我同事说我像av女郎，我的王八蛋说我像猫-.-"""

球鞋，感觉那颜色好像ultraman-.-

有什么感觉？有没有被炸到？妈的放那部机在pillar前我们该怎么站啊？！

女子用粉红色:p (题外话：我真的圆到不行了，妈的那张脸大概要和那粒保龄球一样圆了><")

我的帅哥好帅哦？他是我们的第一个笑话，第一粒球已经打到跌在地上，差不多躺在那，LOL !第一局我的分数还高过他哦。。到第二局才威猛直追，从第一局的最后一名直追到排名第一！:)

喜欢华福打球，他的球到地时是没有声音的，感觉很smooth,第一局他排名第一

等球中

你也圆了哦！:p

我的眼睛比你大:p

完了，累了，保龄球不能一直打，今天只打了两局，一个人14令吉，刚刚打到有feel时就完了，不爽！下次打羽球 :)

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忍

2011-04-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

忍，我忍。忍我的坏车，忍我的工作，忍我那不负责任的principal, 忍那个整天对着电脑，半夜不睡觉，早上起个大早为得就是打机的男人。眼睛除了吃饭和冲凉有那短短几分钟离开屏幕以外，我看他的眼睛几乎就是被黏在屏幕上，管它是电脑还是电话，管他眼睛进沙造成infection, 就是不能离开他的real time game 就对了。

忍。我。忍。。！！！

妈的忍到几时啊？！

♥Darling's ROM♥

2011-03-15T19:16:00.010+08:00

Just mentioned with a friend of mine that I haven't update my blog for some time d..always lazy and always..lack of topic. My life is all back to normal for few months, normal in the sense of, no night life, not necessary clubs, I actually like chilling with friends in bar or any kind of cafe that serve liquor, once in a while..hmm..(Laine ar, if you read this, I miss you leh! :P ) Imma out for girls chill out once I'm not "that broke" like what I'm experiencing now..<<-- explain later. So today's topic--my darling's ROM. She always want to be low profile, so although few days passes, we haven't leak out any photo of the ROM yet. =) OK so since got her approval to upload photo but not video, here I am to record this memorable moment. She didn't plan to invite friends in the very first place I guess, traditional mind that only the actual day is called married, ROM is just a process. lol..Anyway, I purposely took leave for her big day, we witnessed their first day of meeting each other, first date, and we must witness this very important moment!!! (I told ya you'll be the first~ tada bingo!) Only 3 of us + my bf attended the ROM, friend wise. =) So honoured and so glad to see this happy beginning of her new phase of life.

Never expect to wear dress together hehe..lovely bff!

Dum dum dislike his current hairstyle and keep complaining lol..

Writing wishing card. Yet to pass to the bride though :P

After breakfast, waiting for the couple's arrival

oh my pretty darling.. love u muacks

ling and teng =)

I know this is very misleading..hahaha..just for fun :P

waiting waiting..

"nonono we wouldn't be the next =.=""

I actually sneeze whenever the flower is near to me..aduih..

He's always funny..haha

Pretty teng teng..omg i'm so fat standing beside you!/no

Lol..got the flower from ling, fun to play but don't know how to treat the flowers after bck home -.-

“从此, 王子&公主永远幸福地生活在一起了”~=D>

Our First Valentine

2011-02-15T16:15:00.004+08:00

It's Valentine's Day..I haven't feel so excited bout this date for years I think..this year is just a sudden syiok and I personally don't know WHY I was so excited. I even jumped here jumped there chose his handsome-est shirt and my newly bought CNY dress and hang in front of his wardrobe a night before, anticipating with a stupid smile all night. -.- :P

Went to watch The Green Hornet on 13th Feb, wasn't in my plan list but brother recommended it so it just pop up when we have nothing to do. Overall, better than my expectation, but Jay Chou's english is really..err...@@

14th Feb, I don't know the history of this day and how it eventually became Valentine's Day..whatever it is, we both enjoyed the day though we just hang out in MV..but never hang out in such attire, I thought we were like going to wedding dinner or what..haha..Full parking thanks to today's public holiday, many ppl take leave on Monday so they can have loooong weekend, (like me :P).

Me in make up..:P

Long for ice cream for 2 days..hehe..

Waiting time

We finally got our seats in TGIF, gosh there were so many ppl lining up in front of all steak house you can find in MV & Gardens!! we're lucky to get a table without reservation and waiting..:P

me and baby..thanks for the movie, dinner and the gift ^.^

Love for u

Complimentary gift from TGIF (see ppl behind me? they're still waiting for the tables..)

Our gifts..I chose the watch for him since he wants a watch for quite a long time, noticed him always go to peek Seiko watches during shopping..this watch is so worth the money, I expected it to b more expensive :P 25% discount for each watch, Valentine's Day special hehe..
Thanks again for the watch b..hugzzzz

My HERO Proton

2011-01-29T19:30:00.003+08:00

I was in sleeping mode for the whole day..had a real DISAPPOINTED night yesterday as for some f**king reason I missed the chance to watch GREAT DAY with my family..the destination is so near yet so far~~my tears were dripping in my heart. >.<

Came home at 12sth and slept like hell till 835am, went out for breakfast at Imbi Pasar and my HERO was sent to fix again by the man and his dad. (and I so 好意思 sleep till 2pm).. :P This time, it's the inter cooler fan and radiator problem. Freaked me out like hell ystday when I drove home from work. The heat indicator was climbing up slowly and almost reaching the top when I was still stucked in the jam. I was so panic and had no idea what to do..** Stupid me I can't believe I talk to my HERO like pampering a kid: Guai ya..just 4km away you'll be home..cool down k cool down....don't boil the water now pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee......** Thanks god the HERO know how what I said and really cool down for some while without turning off the engine -.- I reached home safely and there..goes my 200 bucks again to fix it. =.="""" Oh my HERO...can you please stop eating my money????

Oh my hands are so itchy for Mom's birthday present little wii and MAHJONG!!!! Gonna iron all the clothes right now and plan for something later nyek nyek..tomorrow will off to Sunway Pyramid with my man and his buddies to shop for his cny clothes..Dinner with the same gang to celebrate their growing friendship for another year. (Lame? lol..)

Happy CNY everybody..

Vacancy Vacancy..!!

2011-01-07T19:23:00.002+08:00

Hey there..Happy New Year~! Today is the first Friday of year 2011 =) There's still a FIRST for this year, haha..never too late =)

This will be a short post..anybody looking for job? We eagerly need a ppl to replace my current position. =) Here are some details:

Position: Sales Coordinator/ Internal Sales Assistant (whatever you call, you are internal sales, no travelling needed)

Company: In-Situ Group of Companies a.k.a In-Situ Maintenance Services (Service provider for Oil & Gas industry) ---> CLICK FOR MORE DETAILS

Office location: Taman Perindustrian Puchong (Beside Rakan Muda if you know where it is :p )

You may be experienced or fresh graduate, we welcome you to join. For more details, feel free to pm my facebook or email or just leave comment here (if you know me personally and have my contacts, call me, no prob ;p)

The 2 special days in December

2010-12-31T11:12:00.006+08:00

Winter Solstice 2010

A special day of the year, I still don't understand why winter solstice falls on 22nd December every year, ain't it suppose to follow chinese calendar? As it's chinese celebration? haha.. I miss the moment we (the four Dinosaurs Ng) sit in the living room, help ah ma make tong yun while watching tv. Though we all not very happy with her mumbles every year when we repeat the same routine, I miss it now when all of us not staying together in the little house anymore..

I was suppose to give 2nd last class of my tuition on this special day, but the student's parents called and cancel the class due to reunion dinner. Mom said, for Hakka, 冬大过年. =) So mom made a lot of dishes on this day and invited popo and my uncle's family to celebrate together.

Delicious home made food from Mom and aunt (Aunt's bah kut teh was made few days before head..=) No tong yun that night as I was too full, and I had my tong yun made by aivee on X'mas day..hehe..3 days later

Meimei with the x'mas tree =) I like it when the house is crowded with the relatives, mahjong, lami, chit chats.. just love it. Especially when popo is around..wish her gin gin hong hong, cheong meng bak sui.. =)

Ta da~ tong yun by Ai Vee

Christmas 2010

My beloved Christmas, a festive season that I long for from the beginning of the year and the day I love the most. Too bad I didn't celebrate it together with B, not that we don't want to celebrate, we can't. His loved one passed away, the only fortunate thing is that I able to meet her in person few months ago..may her R.I.P..So he went to Penang, I went back to Segambut Dalam, and celebrate christmas eve with a newly met baby girl and my honey Lee Er. =)

Hello Baby Esther..she almost broke my left arm that day..being a baby sitter isn't that easy, but I still love it. :P

Christmas actual day with my favourite uKimono Mini..wanna say goodbye to the big thighs..>.<
Christmas gift exchange on Boxing Day morning =)

see the green mini massager? I got it as my x'mas gift~ hehe..*but my eyes still staring at the arm rest..ouch I need a new arm rest as my little mice is too worn out*

With his x'mas gift, welcome back from Penang =)

Merry X'mas =)

Peaceful Saturday @ Bangsar Village

2010-12-13T21:45:00.010+08:00

Let's talk about Sharon's wedding first. Sharon is B's secondary schoolmate/ classmate, not so sure, they knew each other for years in short. =) I invited (forced) B to attend Nick's wedding dinner with me, and thus in return I accompanied him to the dinner. hehe.. Quite like it, though I don't know the bride and 90% of his friends, I enjoyed the chance to make up and dress up. =) It's been some while since I fit myself into those dresses again..since I quit clubbing.. :P

While waiting for the dinner to start..Malaysian's timing..haiz...

After the dinner..=) as usual, I skipped the dessert, just don't like sweet things much..=.=

This shirt is much better than the one you wore to Nick's. :)

I guess..the next time I dress nicely will be our annual dinner? Argh..

Yet to get the picture we took with the bride, she haven't upload. :P

Ok..done. Next topic. =)
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It was a wonderful Saturday~ lol..(kolotnya) We woke up in the afternoon, had our brunch at home, and he was excited to visit Borders at Bangsar Village II, the last day of 15% discount storewide. He's so into reading investment related books lately.

His books..and he wants to buy more..

Häagen-Dazs =) I never spend any penny on this "expensive" ice-cream before, wonder what so special about it, so I wanted a try.

I forgot the name of the ice-cream we ordered..but I definitely love it. You can see it from my expression I guess..but still..stingy to spend on it =p Forgive myself only if I buy once in a while..hehe..

Share share..I got bigger scoop, he got smaller scoop. Muacks

Looking for his book..he got a list from the forums, "the recommended must buy" for newbie like him

Me kacau him before I proceed to hunt for my books

@ MPH. Didn't buy at last..try to find whether on-line seller sells cheaper or not.

We stole some spaces which were belongs to the kids :)

Didn't buy any book..but we brought our own books along to the mall. Starbucks is a good place to sit down, chill, and read. =) ** Too bad he ordered the mint coffee, which taste yucky to me**

However, I still can't resist coffee

My B

Lego Christmas going on in the mall..we felt it was too cold to stay inside for long hours, so we went out to feel the warmer yet chilling weather. Wootz..love the weather

love the colorful background

He loves the feel of the street

I love the weather and the wind

I want this kinda relaxing hangout more. =) Next time with the girls? Ann you're coming to KL with the Santa Claus soon right? hehe..

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CJ, his BFF brought us to taste the very delicious Sarawak Laksa "successfully" on Sunday. lol..He invited for million times but none of us follow.. Best us, we woke up early in the morning to join his breakfast with his gf & his mom. * Feel weird*

The SUPERB DELICIOUS Sarawak Laksa. Really don't play play, the taste of the laksa left in my throat for hours which made me missed it so much during dinner time..

This 茶室 is located at the corner of the shop lot at Lucky Garden, Bangsar. Very near to Bangsar Village. According to Cj, the noodles will be sold out by 1pm. So please go earlier if you wish to taste it. I will surely go back again. Yum Yum..

Ciao~

Some Updates

2010-12-11T12:05:00.003+08:00

Very lazy to post, lazy to blog, maybe it's cause of lack of topic. Life is just another day..something like that.. Typed few posts and deleted them in the end for the past weeks. What should I blog about?

Called Chocolate last Sunday morning invited her to shop with me at Kuchai Lama's boutiques..It's been quite some while since I shop for dresses again. Spent my money on the KONON-NYA WIRA almost every month..If it's not because of servicing (not ordinary one cause it's an expensive service!!), then fixing the car..bla bla bla..never stop. =.= I have to get a new car no matter how next year!! Who can tell me when is the best timing to place order if I want the car plate to show WVV? haha...

Ok back to topic..it was a relaxing morning, forced my B to accompany to fetch her cause I wasn't sure where's her house :P Dropped him on the way to Kuchai and had our alone time finally. =) Very relaxing, shop one shop by one shop slowly, not rushing, and excited to get my dress in the first shop we visited. I personally don't like F-Block before this, cause the quality of the dresses ain't good, and the price before discount is quite pricy. This time is very different experience, all prices are set at low bench, we both are so darn satisfied. =) Oh ya, I shop cause of the wedding dinners, don't say I am overspending again. =.= Photo is at my lappy, lazy to transfer the photo again :P Sorry~

Went to Nick's wedding dinner at the same night. I requested to be seated with Kin Poh as I worried there's no close friends of mine who attend. End up we sit with Kin Poh & Charmaine =) She's a very nice girl, one of my best friends during my form 1-2 years. Hardly grab the chance to chat with her due to some reasons..too bad forgot to take photo with her that night. Only one photo with Poh...

Nice chat we had that night =)

Time for brunch..can't stand the hungriness :P Update about Sharon's wedding in the nxt blog. Muacks~

Random!

2010-11-20T18:31:00.002+08:00

I wanna write a random post, a damn random post, cause my mind is damn sucking random.

Was damn pressure last 2 days, or I should say, for the coming half month of November & December. Still have few days leaves but don't think gonna make use of them..Pressure from MD, GM, AM..gonna chase back all the fucking PO in order to hit the fucking target. At the same time, gonna handle all the daily tasks, where the fuck I can locate my time to chase PO huh? I wonder. OK, time management. How the hell I manage my time? My temper? My manners? My EQ!

Finally met my aunt, REUNION after 1-1/2 month. She was too busy working (At her old age =.=), stopped me from going home after tuition and also during weekend, she got no time to entertain me. House phone wasn't ok, my homesick got on my nerves that made me cried few times like a baby-- " I want my aunt~!!" Finally went home on Tuesday night, hoping that she has her day off on Haji. She laughed when she saw me home, saying that she just thought of calling me ask me don't go home as she has to work on Haji. Anyway, I WON! I MET YA! :p
She looks so much older, but thanks god she's still healthy, still strong. Please God, bless her always.

My career..I had decided to take the challenge, by which posing an indirect pressure on me since the day I said yes to my AM when he offered the position. I don't know how the road looks like, but what he said is right, " you gonna put yourself into deep shit in order to grow..in a protected position, you won't grow well, grow strong."

God bless me.

The Box

2010-11-17T15:19:00.003+08:00

It's been ages..since I last took out this little full box from the very corner of my room. How ya? Memory?

You're not abandoned, I need you to remind me the lesson I've learnt..

After 12 years

2010-11-06T11:06:00.005+08:00

I'd attended my primary six classmates' gathering last Saturday..thanks to Joshua's effort to gather back all the long lost friends in Facebook and organize the gathering dinner. Was so touched to see most of my friends back, especially my primary six form teacher... We're all grown ups now, after 12 years of separation. Some just got married, some became mama, some got engaged, some are master students, some working, some are bosses..There're a lot of laughter that night, I'm glad I didn't miss the gathering as I had the intention to ffk due to exhausting day. :P Glad.

Some peeks on the photos taken [all photos are credited to Joshua Ong=) ]

Look at our faces when we were all kiddo..

The shabu-shabu that YC own..

When I was still on the way from cheras :P

Arrival. I was late and all of them had taken their dinner already..

I remember our teacher assigned me to sit with him during essay class to guide him in essay writing, since then both our essay score deteriorate..lol!!

Muacks

Arrival of my besties

chatting time..

I didn't spend much time in the class with my classmates during recess time but with the class next door, there isn't much memory I have with them. One of the reasons I intended to ffk that night. Luckily I made it! Looking forward to the next gathering, tentatively CNY right? ;p

Unplanned trip to Bagan Lalang

2010-10-17T18:06:00.008+08:00

Yo! Update. =) It's a boring weekend this week, been sleeping a lot, and making noise a lot that I wanna go out..yet..he's snoring like pig now. -.-

A little bit update on my recent outing. Wan Ling suggested to go Bagan Lalang on Sunday, a surprise yet exciting suggestion for me as I can finally go out of town again! haha..Had no idea where Bagan Lalang is and what it is. I thought it's a waterfall. :P

Saturday afternoon at KLCC with his buddy, ISETAN sales.

Choosing his favorite snacks for Sunday's picnic

Tada~! the materials..

Famous beef noodle stall at Seremban Market (Luckily able to reach on time..hehe..overslept :P)

B's dry beef noodle, the signature dish

My beef noodle in soup, yummy!

Reached. Bagan Lalang= Sepang Gold Coast. I was like..huh? Gold Coast ar? Evonne said not fun ge wor..hmm..don't care then..we will make it fun!

Trying to fly it up..

Flying our little eagle again..hoho..good idea to keep the eagle in car..can play anytime!

Sick face..-.- Heavy flu all the day and I hardly enjoy..haiz..

Muacks baby

His stupid idea when we both getting tired. lol

Nice weather that day..lot of people picnic there.

Our territory..=)

Bought some ikan bakar there

Too nice weather and he was yawning..lol

Excited for the game

Game of the day--RISK

Moved our asses to Tg.Sepat in the evening..somebody said the pao here is very wellknown, but i think they're just so so..

Bought 2 packets of coffees..one for my sis and one for me..hehe..

Demo =)

At one of the Tg.Sepat's seafood restaurant..forgotten the name as I was too blur due to flu..

It should be a fun day if I am 100% healthy. Hate it when I got flu! >.<

2D1N at Penang

2010-09-26T01:12:00.001+08:00

Went to Penang on Friday morning, wasn't a planned trip and I applied my first emergency leave on Thursday night (informing instead of applying)..He text me on his way back from Kamunting saying that his popo is very ill and was admitted to hospital, asked whether I wanna go along with his parents to visit her or not, the one who brought him up during his childhood. I wasn't decisive at the moment, as I have a lot more of works to be cleared in the office, superior just text after work to remind me to send a quote..but forget bout it..I wish to see her when I have the chance..hmm..don't want to have any regret in the future.

Forgot to inform my mom that I'm going to Penang..my bad...Anyway..we overslept and depart late around 10am, slept most of the way to Penang, felt so bad when we finally reach there. Gastric maybe, I couldn't stand long but felt not good to occupy the only chair available in the patient room, as his aunties were there taking care of his granny. I didn't realize my stomach becomes so sensitive that it will cause uneasiness when I don't eat! Grr..no wonder I gained weight.

Nice meeting most of his family members there, though it's not a happy occasion. Hmm..glad that she looks stronger now after 2 days of admission. God bless you granny..

Played a lot with this little cuttie, his niece. Haha..just 1-1/2 years old but is active like a monkey.. =p

Worth the EL, but gonna work like cow next week..AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!

Our Trip to PD with Love

2010-09-20T14:06:00.012+08:00

So we made it, after so many discussions and arrangements made through emails, we sent ourselves to PD on 17th. 2 bad things, Ann couldn't make it, and Teng & darling were too busy that they have to appear in the trip in different time..Gonna make next trip more perfect, when we are all FREE.

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Relax relax wake up, breakfast, packing, and depart around 230pm. :P Reason behind: Teng will be late, Zp will be reporting the next day, there'll be only us and Chocolate's pair...Why do we need to rush? ;)

Nicey nicey?? hehe..Chocolate got the best view room as they're the early bird. We got the room beside theirs, sea view also but bed facing cupboard -.- This bungalow is just nice for me, I wish I could have one and my children can play at the private playground anytime they want..I wanna be a MILLIONAIRE!!!

The first thing I do when we reach at the bungalow..hehe..The sun was too big and hot so I just played for like 3 min..more to "for picture taking purpose" lol

Our bungalow is just a gate away from the beach..beach wasn't nice though..red sand instead of white sand..sea was dirty..so we spent most of our time in the bungalow, and skipped the beach activities..

Nice view from the bungalow...we could listen to the wave when we chat...so relaxing..

This is the red sand beach I mentioned up there..I don't love it :P

Baby jokes a lot during the whole trip..Chocolate refers them as "craps"

Chocolate's man, Euwin. He's too quiet compared to my man..I wonder what book he read..haha..

Wehoo..I was so high during the whole trip..it's been years since our last trip to Pangkor..=)

Chocolate's lami lesson, she won at the first place, then lose to me, and won again for the rest of the night..aiks..my luck was gone.

The last luck I got for the day, then started to lose till can't recognize my mom..T___T

Sea View Sea Food Village, where we meet Teng Teng n CK for dinner =)

Chocolate, we want the Sea View on top of us ma....

Food of the night

Went to Bayu Beach after dinner but all of us were scare as there was no light at all, we gonna use our hp to lit up our way to the beach..left in 15 min I think, and back for lami again..hohoho...

Chocolate got blamed for wasting her jokers..she was the winner anyway =p

Some pictures taken after breakfast the other morning..Too hot, we couldn't stay longer there...

For fun, we boarded w.fong's pick up trunk thought of enjoy the wind along the journey to the beach..We were all swept back to front sit by wfong anyway as he worried we will all be blew away half way..=p

Our first picture together..hehe..with the direct senior and junior =)

They said, they had their ROM early this month/ last month....

Had sand writing at Kuantan, therefore we play shadow this time =p

He could hardly open his eyes with my flash camera..

Chocolate with her coconut drink..

Chocolate reminded me that I dwnloaded a software in my phone, I need nt to waste time edit my pic anymore~ P/s: I love this pic to the max =)

Chocolate posing with Lipton Ice Tea

He still diam diam read his book when we all chatting..

He was so damn funny

Relaxing...

Last pic taken in Zp's room before leaving..nice chat we had. Looking forward to our next trip..Cameron? Or langkawi? hehe.. Love u guys!!

My 24th Birthday

2010-09-17T01:15:00.009+08:00

I had the happiest birthday this year, my 24th. 24th d..starting next year will have to use time defiance series skin care.Lolx.. Anyway, I found myself smiling unconsciously most of the time, when I think of him. =) I am very happy, since the day we got together..I was thinking of what kinda surprise he will give me during my birthday, as he always say he loves surprises. Not many surprises, almost all last minutes planning, we went to Kuantan to celebrate my birthday. It was a bless, warm, peace birthday. My first time traveling alone with another individual, great trip I had. =)

My birthday gifts from him and his parents. Got the delivery on time that made my day..=)

We headed to Segambut Dalam after work on 9th, to introduce him to my beloved brother and had Lami session till late night..I WON!!! muahaha..birthday charm

Woke up early in the morning on my day, bought him breakfast using the money won last night.haha..I found that we have 2 same color singlets one day and insisted him to accompany wearing this gray singlet. :P that is actually his pyjamas..All the hotels were fully booked, we checked in Vistana Hotel which is located in Kuantan town in the afternoon, had short nap and headed to Telok Chempedak then for our lunch. Had curry laksa which is highly recommended in net, we google some info before departing, haha..

The curry lasksa was superb. Love it. Hoi Yin Restaurant is located just beside Telok Chempedak Beach, you can spot it easily. =)

I was overjoy when my feet stepped on the sand..it's been ages since my last visit to beach..the weather was soooo nice, no hot sun and we decided to walk along the seaside, just to chill..hand in hand. =) and I got the birthday kiss. Muacks

We drove another 40min to Cherating, hoping to see little turtles but were disappointed. Wasted the 40min and petrol..hmm...

We had our dinner at East Grill Steak House, the food were OK, but we were both freezing. :P

I merajuk for not blowing any candle this year..how could it be! A birthday without birthday cake??? My mom asked "u want cake? there're some left over in fridge" =.= So he said he wanna wander around the town and see anything special, and secretly brought me to Secret Recipe to choose my own cake. Wohooo..so satisfied! Thanks b...!!

We skipped the sunrise plan and slp till 9sth..wandered in Berjaya Mall to kill time and kill the hot sun :P, decided to revisit Telok Chempedak before head home. Merajuk again for kite and wish was fulfilled again. RM 16per kite, so pricy @@.. immediately I know it worth the money as the wind was so strong, my kite was so high when I didn't even intend to fly it yet. OMG OMG OMG it's so high~~ was what I shouted to him, happily, like a kid. This is my first time playing kite, after so many many years of wishing to play..I love it!! and gonna bring the kite to PD tomorrow..hehe..

I know you're happy too with the kite.. =p

Sun bathing after kite session

Thanks to all my friends who leave their birthday wishes in my facebook wall..Imma enjoy my 24 very much..I am pretty sure. =)

Welcome September =)

2010-09-02T18:55:00.005+08:00

Am here in the office, waiting for company's Buka Puasa BBQ Buffet, half an hour to go, so I'm here to update a random post. =)

As title, welcome September. Few celebrations =) Hari Raya, my birthday, my dad's birthday, Malaysia Day =) oh..and our PD trip. Loooooking forward to the trip, it's been years since I travel with my besties. Years as in, since Uni second year, and the trip was to Genting. PD, sounds nicer? :p I haven't visit PD since I was 7 I guess..again, LOOKING FORWARD!!!!

Gonna be a pack month I suppose? 3 weekends occupied, though I don't know where to for my birthday. I believe I do not need to worry bout this. Hehe...*Wink wink*

Had very long weekend last week, took leave on Monday, resume work on Wednesday. This week seems short for me. lol.. Went no where except Mid Valley, to switch his Maxis to Digi, and enjoy foc calls and messages since then. *Yuhoo~*

Enjoying the new big mirror..hehe

Love September =)

Teeth teeth~

2010-08-28T18:10:00.003+08:00

"Cleaned" my teeth today, visited the same dentist after 4 years.

She asked me "When was the last time you "serviced” your teeth girl?"

..."Erm..2-3 years I guess?"

"The last dentist you visited was me?"

"Yaya..!! I only trust you..hehe"

"Oh then it's four years ago..my record shown that you came here in 2006"

"Oh...sorry...:P"

Paiseh-nya~ Know what, I believe I need 100% courage to step into a dental clinic. I have it today, as I think my teeth is just too yellowish!! Ishh!! The sound was too horrible for me, I kept hypnotize myself that "she's just brushing me teeth" HA HA! Brushing =.=

Not bad, done in half an hour and she said my teeth are still healthy. hehe..Happily cleared one of the item in my to-do-list. =)

It's 617! Gonna fetch my baby in an hour time..yippie~!

Last Weekend @ Pavilion & One U

2010-08-27T12:51:00.009+08:00

Holiday holiday~ Today is Selangor state holiday (few other states not to mention =) )..So here I am back in Jinjang, after 2 weeks leaving. My bad, I don't come back as frequent as I did last time before I met him. (His bad too :p)

Good chance to settle all the things which I can't settle during weekend. So I woke up early in the morning (still! Damn thought can sleep longer during my holiday -.-), put on some light make up and drive myself to Maju Junction to apply a new IC. Just discovered that my IC chip gone defect when I wanted to print my KWSP statement at easyRHB kiosk.. Application process was easy, no crowd today so it just took around 1 hour there. Went to KWSP Kepong thought of apply I-account so that I can print my statement wherever I want, "Miss, can't read you MyKad"..(GOD DAMN IT)..ok, just printed the latest statement and move forward to Public Bank Jinjang to cancel the current atm card and replace with a new one, "partially" malfunction. "Miss, can't read your MyKad" (AGAIN!!) Gave up and drove home. So gonna waste another half day after I collect my new MyKad after 10 working days..HASSLES!!

A bit update on last weekend activities. I had a very happy weekend last week..spent some alone time at my baby's house with his parents as he needed to go for his company's Buka Puasa Dinner. I wasn't that comfortable of course to sit down and pretend that I can talk very naturally with his parents..I'm not good in socializing with aunties and uncles, not even my mom..my aunt is the exception. :P But things went okay, at least he was happy, I am happy, his parents too (maybe) :P felt myself interrupted their topics when I came down suddenly to join them in living room.

Last Saturday was a total fun! Woke up early in the morning as I had an appointment with Elvin and Elaine to have a farewell lunch with him..He's leaving for Singapore for better career prospect. I think there's reason why Elaine and I asked him out for the farewell lunch but don't think to mention here..He's sweet and we think he deserves a sweet memory his FRIENDS created for him before he leave..Baby and I wandered around Pavilion for an hour or 2 before they arrive..Nice shopping day, relaxing but a bit tiring as I had heavy flu that day. =.=

First time wearing this top after sis bought back from US. Checked the price at A/X One U after that, "Jieh, it's selling at RM279 in Malaysia!" -.-

Reached, parked at Stand Chart building =)

Baby is fatter compared to 2 months ago, see your face! =p

Lunch at Michelangelo, we ordered 4 set lunch and shared the foods, nice afternoon spent with the 2 sweet friends of mine..Elvin, all the best to you at Singapore..gonna miss you

Reach at One U after the lunch to meet his buddies, planned for bowling game

Light dinner at O'Briens

Bowling center was closed for maintenance/renovation, so we proceeded to a more excited game--Baseball!! The court is located at One U rooftop, *strongly recommended for those who haven't sweat for ages..it's fun!*

Instruction

posing before game

During the game, didn't play well for baseball but not bad for softball..love it!!

Cj & Wan Ling, the cute couple

Hand swollen and bruise after the game..still worth it..heh..

Had dessert as our supper after that, located at PJ SS2, same row as Maybank.

Packed Saturday isn't it? :p..We stayed home on Sunday, cleaning up his room (gotong royong more alike) as he NEED to dump unwanted things to come out with more spaces for his new gift from his parents. =) Had birthday dinner with his dad and younger bro at Vary Pasta, Pork knuckle!! can't help loving pork..haha..

Second time visit, didn't take photo after that since his parents are shy :P

Done with the long post =) My lovely bro recommended a new software to me, perfect to use to kill time. haha..yay it's Friday, tomorrow is the day, he's coming home~!

Frustration

2010-08-20T21:25:00.003+08:00

Frustration..frustration..Frustration!! Frustrated to myself, at work. Mad at myself, when I repeat the same stupid mistake every time, and causes trouble to my colleagues. Mad at myself, when I have to leave on time, sharp at 530pm even though there are still stacks and stacks of documents lying on workstation.. Mad at myself, when Evonne walked to me, and says " Veevian..I found sth wrong here..die flat.."

I am just too reckless..Too much of multitasking maybe, mind will always get messed up when I gonna deal with few things at the same moment. Let me think..maybe when I'm drafting an email, a site visit form back, I gonna pass the site visit form to Tech Dept, (continue drafting the email with another hand), press on the intercom button, ask Operation Dept on manpower arrangement, (still drafting the email), ask Tech Dept when the clamp can be ready AT THE SAME TIME, phone rang, answer the call "Hey it's urgent!" okay so I put aside the email, and the intercom, and the site visit follow up in short. Start arranging for the urgent thingy, maybe takes 5 min if short, an hour or two if long. Done with the urgent thingy, continue the site visit follow up, forgot bout the email?? Maybe..just an example. Or if I replace the "drafting email" by "doing cost breakdown", and things came in to interrupt the cost breakdown preparation, most of the time the cost breakdown will end up INCORRECT. =.=

Okay I know, I gonna pick up multitasking skill, "concentration skill"(dammit I just cant fully concentrate on a thing at a time, but dammit x 2 I'm not a good multitasker! WTF -.-) technical skill..still thinking what's my value in my team. Hmm...I love my job though..full of challenges, and enjoy not to be a decision maker. I know this isn't good (decision maker wise), I wanna be a decision maker one day..just not now? Not ready? Too comfortable now maybe..

RHS

LHS

CENTER

A COMPLETE MESS

OK done. Gonna rest my eye..can I stop tuition? I wish I can OT anytime I want..aiks..

Gonna get things right.

Firefly Park, 14.08.2010

2010-08-15T00:02:00.007+08:00

I remember the first time I saw firefly was during Form 2, a guy whom I know since primary school cycled to my house one night, a night near Sept 10 and passed me a small packet of thingy, asked me to look at it when I return to my room. It was a small lil firefly inside the transparent plastic container. =) That was my first time, a firefly, a very special birthday gift.

My mister is super busy this month, seemed to be, gonna outstation for 2.5 weeks, and then I told him, "can we go for some outdoor activities? Seems like we just hang out at malls..I wanna go Firefly Park..I always wanted to go.." And yay! He came back late last night, had a lame movie cast by Leehom and we slept straight till 1pm+ this afternoon. "Where to go tonight ar? Firefly park!!" **Double yay!!**

I always think Kuala Selangor is located somewhere nearby to us. But in fact it's dammit far when we finally drive there, with the assistance of GPS, guess we drove for about an hour to finally reach there? Had seafood dinner there, foods look good but taste erm..hard to describe..it does taste good the moment the food was served, but few min later all foods turn cold and tasted yucky..:P didn't worth the money he spent. hmm..

He likes to post weird posts..and *cool* posts? He thought so

Was actually testing with phone camera's different contrast setting

Here we are..waiting for the food to be served. WE ARE STARVING!

The squid

and the crab! very the spicy..

this vege..hmm..dun wanto mention bout this. -.-

The entrance

Our tix =)

After the short sampan ride

???

It was definitely a nice short trip. I don't know whether it's worthy or not for spending the 15 bucks to take the kinda short sampan ride with a whole bunch of Caucasians listening to their whispers during the ride. Cannot define. Happy, bliss. The only 2 words to describe how I feel at the moment he sat right beside me, holding me, looking at the fireflies lighting up the trees..or more precisely..not just the particular moment? I feel that everyday is a fairytale since day 1 we got together, be it he's sleeping right beside me, or he's far away at Indon =)

Thanks baby, love you.

Ordinary Sunday

2010-08-01T14:24:00.003+08:00

It's August..my first post for August. =) Birthday month in In-Situ I guess..counted last week with Maggie. there are a lot if colleagues born in August..oh ya and my sis.. =)

It's an ordinary Sunday, just like last Sunday? Wake up *quite* early in the morning if the time I went to bed last night is the parameter to define I wake up early or not. :P Tried so hard to look for something I can do here on this Sunday but seemed none..so went online again and surf facebook again..sinchew daily website..and uh huh..I logged on to my Friendster profile again! Been abandon the site for ages after I have Facebook account, guess many friends out there too..do you still remember your Friendster account's password? :P Good to surf it again, recall many old memories and old friends.. Feel weird when I saw *our* picture taken during our course night, he was just standing 2 ppl from me, we were so not close back then..and everything had changed now. =) *Wonderful*

Oh ya..seriously considering what should I do next on my car..trade in and get a new car so that I do not need to suffer the high maintenance fees anymore? Oh man I'd been spending and going to spend 2-3k on this car since it's officially under my care. But lord..I got no money! Argh..okok..consider first ;)

Time for gym! Eager to say goodbye to my big thigh!! Ciao~

Love you~Thanks god you back here safely..muacks

17-07-10, Genting Trip

2010-07-21T12:15:00.006+08:00

I went to Genting last weekend, 2D1N trip, to chill and to celebrate my baby's buddy's birthday. =) The last time I went to Genting was during last Christmas day, didn't able to visit theme park due to the rainy fog, and yay! We made it this time, all 4 of us haven't been to the theme park for some years already.. and aiks, I think I immediately regretted after they bought the theme park ticket..*how the hell I dare to ride those scary roller-coaster?* Thought of so many ways to escape but failed in the end..:P

Zhi drove and we just sleep through out the journey :P

While waiting for the other couple to buy the tix

I would love playing this for few more rounds than playing other games in the theme park..haha..but sorry, just one round. :(

This is the 2nd big no for me, thought of finally escape as the session was closed for some hours for maintenance, but we came back for final attempt before we left, and we made it. -.-" My very first ride, experience -- NON STOP SHOUTING

Before proceed to the Superman ride..Gosh it was too scary, leg cramped during the game..no pic taken anyway to prove I REALLY RODE IT!!aiks

Running to find his buddies..

Pity our legs..non stop queuing

Queuing for the scary ride

The birthday boy..

Dinner at first world..

Fun and nice trip overall, except that losing some money to Uncle Lim..:P and yay..got my Genting World Card after longing for some time but lazy to apply..haha..More trips coming, looking forward ^.^

Ciao

July 2010

2010-07-11T15:59:00.007+08:00

It's July...!!! Half of 2010 is gone and it's July now. The most wonderful July that I'd ever encounter in my life. =)

(Dunno what to blog actually, many things running in my head and I can hardly reorganize those small pieces into a nice article..hmm...) Beginning of July, I'd back from Bali, fully charged after the relaxing vacation, forget all the unhappy things and is very determined to live life to the fullest, enjoy my life, date with my friends ( been with family for the whole June) and pick up everything I can in my career. Yes! Determined =)

Something wonderful happened this month (or end of last month I guess) which all of us didn't expect it to happen and we can't accept the truth. Big haha! Ok, it's all surprises, surprises, and surprises...I am so damn blessed. Let's not talk any further, I had a very pack Saturday yesterday, visited 5 places, met more than 10 friends in a day..Sweet happy weekend. Pictures tell the story. ;)

First reunion dinner @ Sushi King, MV

Dinner @ Vary Pasta, PJ SS 22/23 on 3rd July, they serve Pork Knuckle!

and it's really finger licking good~~ (first surprise, met his buddy there, and first time I felt
that the world is small..*or there're just too many surprises awaiting us?*)

2nd round surprise, Choc & Zp suddenly came to Kuchai and said wanna find me for dinner..(xin xu and thought there must be some yin mou behind..lolx)

This is when surprise caught by surprise..his appearance bombed my facebook wall the other day =)

Our first pic together, Leisure Mall @ 10th July

=)

First stop at his place on 11th July for lunch, caught this, cute. lolx

Second stop at Pasta Zanmai for our July Gathering Lunch..

Part time single lady of the day~

My darling's darling

Our Salmon Salad (delicious, ;) )

Seet & her honey, CK

Finally captured their pic

My babe ;)

Choc taking seet as Euwin

3rd round at Korean BBQ House with his buddies, had lotsa octopus..:P

Forth round at Food Foundry for dessert, and finally fifth round at Starbucks Uptown before we call it off.

Meaningful day, meaningful month, meaningful~ Love this to the max~!

With no Title

2010-06-20T14:32:00.003+08:00

Alone, alone in the living room, with the tv on, with nobody beside me. I am not strong, I scare to be alone, very much.

We had a small family gathering on Friday night, to celebrate Iring's birthday. I was the first to reach The Curve, was suppose to back Aivee's house first and follow their car, but maybe it was because of tiredness, I missed the exit to Segambut Dalam and drove up to the flyover and finally decided to go to The Curve myself, was scared, I don't know the way. I told myself, be brave, go ahead..and I reached there in few min. I was emo the whole night, with no reason, just very tired. Scared C Mun maybe, cause I suddenly burst out tears in front of her. Sorry for that..

I thought I need to isolate myself from people, and I decided to went back to Kuchai Lama instead of following my family back to Segambut Dalam which is so much nearer. Immediately I found myself made a very wrong decision the next afternoon I wake up. I woke up few times in the morning, checking hp to see whether there's sms in or not. Woke up to drink some water to keep myself hydrated, and to avoid myself feeling hungry, and went back to sleep..on and off, and finally woke up at 3pm. I was so scared to be alone at that particular moment, I knew I was emo again..I called my friends, but they were all busy, or not available. Thanks to World Cup. :)

I want to rescue myself, I called somebody, which turns me more down. Ok, decided to go to Segambut Dalam, I need some voices, I need some people, I need some light, I need fresh air, I need to be brave. I wasn't ok, wasn't ok until 2sth am in the morning, and became worse after 2sth am. This time is a bit different from last time, I dunno I'm strong or not now, but definitely I'm trying to be strong.

Bless me..

Couldn't stop thinking

2010-05-13T15:24:00.002+08:00

Hardly update blog in this timing. I couldn't do anything now in office as my Office Manager is doing something with our company server and thus, we're requested to log out from server..no server=no work. Photostat work which was long pending also cleared already. =.=

I feel better today actually, this morning, to be more specific. I am so much better when I am busy and pressured by the damn work load. Damn work load, damn customer. I was half way writing an email to fight back a nasty customer, TOO BAD i couldn't send it out now while my anger is still here. Damn him cause he had been calling since Tuesday EVENING , after office hour, to pressure me to commit to his last minute order. I had been working so hard, making so many calls, running upstairs n downstairs so many times in a day, answering their calls while i was DRIVING without my handsfree, to make arrangement to him, to help him, end up we able to commit, but end up getting his email to complain so tiny thing for his own sake! Sorry, my bad, my EQ isn't that high, I will damn you, when you do not appreciate what I'd done for you *so sincerely to help you to solve your problem*.

And now when I couldn't do anything, my mind starts to reminisce the recent past. I hate to do this. Forced myself to concentrate on the badminton match last night, chatting with darling on the previous night, arrange dinner with Laine laine tonight, sing k tomorrow night, gathering on Saturday night. Just to make myself busy. I cannot let my mind stop working, so helpless and so tense when my mind is empty..

Today is just Thursday...I look forward to Monday, in the meantime, I think I will be scare when the day comes.

Faith, fate

2010-05-12T00:43:00.005+08:00

I think it's around 1am now, I should b on bed but i eagerly want to write sth here. Something happened recently, some are planned while some are totally out of expectation..
I had ended a relationship very peacefully, by which finally we have same thinking, mutual agreement to end an awkward relationship. Good thing that we are still fren, (i dunno y many of my frens are surprised by our break up, we actually had problem since day 1.) Anyway, didn't regret anything, both starting n ending. Told ya, we will b good no matter how.
Ok, that was the planned one. Something happened these few days, which, i dun exactly know what's happening, drove me almost crazy. I go to work without enthusiasm, couldn't concentrate, came home very reluctantly as i dun wanto talk a single word at all. I dun wanto eat, as i got no appetite to stuck those food into my stomach, but i have to, as mummy is home. I would better gone crazy actually, than staying alert n normal but couldn't do anything bout it. Some part of the parcels had been cleared just now, which reminded me of my familiar past, too similar, which caused the phobia and my abnormal behavior. I couldn't take it anymore and found the chance to escape to somewhere to breathe.
I was in my car, parked at the roadside after fetching meimei home, n think..where can i go? Where should i go? I called my darling n luckily she's at home, and i made the decision to just drive off to serdang n left my condo far away behind me. I feel much better now after spending hours talking nonsense n my problem with her in my old neighbourhood. Felt so strange to park my car outside of the hse i once stayed. When i tell her the story, these 2 words came into my mind..we have fate to meet each other in this big world, and we should have faith that we will get through everything, beautifully...
How i wish..everything will be just fine..

Lim & Darren's Birthday Party

2010-05-01T17:14:00.006+08:00

I am sooo sleepy now although I took few hours nap this afternoon. Flu again..I cant stand flu at all..shit.

It was Limda & Chua's birthday party last Saturday at Redbox Pavillion. A *first time* trial for me to attend UBI's gathering without Fai & found it was very okay to attend alone, just that gotta be Chris & Stephanie's light bulb during the journey to Pavillion. :P

The party started at 630pm, ended around 3am. We reached there around 945pm..was a bit hungry but the buffet was almost over. I enjoyed that night very much, had few bottles of beer *which I actually do not like beer as I will get drunk fairly fast with beer*, and was absolutely okay, not drunk, but high. haha..Sang many songs with Elaine & friends. Most of them do not know mandarin so it was my first time to sing so many English R&B songs in karaoke. Fantastic :P

The girls

Chirsty & me with the 2 birthday boys

I think we were singing Lucky by Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat

How high we were when we sang 为了你而活..haha

Chocolate, my coursemate who's also one of the Ubi's gf. =)

New friend, Esther..bubbly nice girl =)

With Allan & Teck Wai

Gtg d..gotta nap few more hours..aiks..still looking forward to June..Sis's home coming. =)

Ciao

We're almost there

2010-04-15T12:32:00.005+08:00

Lunch time, coughing kinda badly, with a bit fever and kinda heavy flu. I couldn't walk for lunch, I couldn't stand fried foods, I couldn't face my cheering colleagues now AT THIS PARTICULAR MOMENT.

We'd finally talked. We'd finally faced our relationship honestly. A decision had been made. I am too calm this time. For me I am. Maybe whatever should be done when the decision is gonna be made had been done. We shall see what'll be going on..but I guess we're almost there already, aren't we?

As mentioned, whatever happened and what is going to happen in our near future, I appreciate you. God bless us. We'll be good, in whatever form.

Hairul's Wedding @ 4th April 2010

2010-04-10T18:32:00.008+08:00

Meow~ I'm back in Jinjang again. It's time to update my blog..

[I wanted to update my blog always when I drive myself to work everyday, maybe it's because of I will just update my blog when I have a good mood (or else I will not be patient enough to get it done), but my work station is just too not geologically ideal, my GM and everybody in my office could just look at my desktop anytime they want =.=]

So okie here we go..I went to Malacca twice last week, once on Tuesday and once on Sunday. Went to Petronas Penapisan Melaka on Tuesday with my senior colleague, he skyped me and ask "are you free? wanna go out? I'm thinking of go to PFCE.." [I was thinking, why so secret..haha..he sat just opposite of me, and we love to talk so loudly like scared whole office couldn't listen to us] I was busy actually, very headache preparing the quotation/ cost breakdown, forgotten. But I wanted to go out, I love site-seeing. Haha.. So we went to PFCE revamp office at Petronas Melaka Plant around 11sth, and back to Puchong around 5 sth. [Short day trip, and earned some fruitful chatting with him, not so tasty lunch, and also the outstation allowance. yippie ]

Sunday trip was a planned trip. We attended Hairul's (our senior technician) wedding at Malacca. We had a car pool that day, Hermanto, Pau and me shares Freddy's car to there. I forgotten the exact location of his house, somewhere at Sg.Udang, and his house is so deep inside and far from town. [a kampung house located just beside of Selat Melaka! fabulous sea view..] Freddy (our driver of the day) drove blindly all the way on the only small, narrow road and prayed that we could locate his house one shot, lazy to go around and look for the location under the shinny sun.

Hermanto and the technicians..

Azizul and his son. I think Azizul is the most handsome (ying zai) technician in IMS. Haha..

Pau, Hairul and his new-wed wife, Freddy and me. (I'm currently keeping very short hair cut which my colleagues don't like..:P)

Ong finally reach

I love to kidnap her whenever Ong brings her along. She's the super quiet & guai baby girl I've ever seen..muacks

Sanusi's family and Ong's family

All of us and the newly-wed..

and finally before we headed back to KL, we had our lovely cendol beside Malacca river.

I'm looking forward to June now..so anxiously. Iring is coming back, Aivee is going to have her ROM, we're going to Bali!! Woa..see why I'm so anxious about June? :)

Ciao~

City Harvest Church

2010-03-13T21:55:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a tired yet fruitful day for me. I went to total 4 places before I could go home and sleep. :) Work as usual, till 530pm, and drove to Sunway Pyramid in heavy rain, met Henry and our old primary schoolmate, his co-worker now, Penny. He treated us dinner before we head for the church. Sushi Zanmai..the food there was superb, but too bad I didn't able to take some pictures there. NO reason. :)

It was my second time to visit a church. My first time was when I was still a young kiddy, attended my relative's wedding. I supposed to have visited this City Harvest Church last Christmas eve, Henry invited me but unfortunately I suffered from food poisoning/ gastric that day, and I missed their production. I didn't have much imagination about a church, I thought it should be what shown in TVB dramas, that with a lot of long benches and an old piano in front. Henry texted me before we met "I want to show you different side of christian". Oh ya..this church and people inside really surprised me. No long benches. No piano. Instead, there are lotsa spot lights, unique stage, young, cheerful and trendy people. I was told that this is the biggest church in Malaysia and Singapore, in terms of members.

The first show, powerful dance
The crowd was not crowd for Henry, he said this was the first time he saw so few people there. Maybe because of the heavy rain and this was the 2nd night of the show.

We had few fun games there, and this Mr.Henry was on the stage, I expected him to be the one who sang, but his partner sang the song instead. Aiks...

I enjoyed the production that night so much, stayed till the end and rushed for Zouk Cafe to join Laine and Sa. Didn't expect Bowbow and Mark there also. We had a hot chat there, Bow's reaction was too big that the people around us kept on turning and checking on us, whether she's ok or not. Lol.. We talked about our men, our friends, all weird people we encountered. Couldn't stop laughing loudly during the 2 hours chat. I didn't drank last night. *Thanks god*.. Road block at Kuchai when I was almost home after that. haha..

I enjoyed yesterday. Enjoyed my "kinda new life" with "new" buddy around. Love it. Muacks

Dinner at Kaizen

2010-03-12T13:39:00.004+08:00

Got a phone call from Elaine yesterday afternoon, asked me for dinner. This is the second dinner I had with this lovely lady this month. :) We decided to have our dinner at Bandar Puteri, Puchong. Which is the best location as we're both connected to Puchong, she stay here, I work here. :)

Kaizen Japanese Restaurant, food not bad, service Ichiban
My delicious bento which is too much for me, I couldn't finish the rice

We didn't take much pictures there, but I had a very long chat with her yesterday. Ladies' talk which couldn't be disclosed here. I'm happy for I have another close chit chat bestie who can listen to my secret stories, secret worrisome and frustrations. My close ji mui is too far from me. :(

Since nothing can be elaborated here. let's leave the thoughts to both of us, I wish you happiness honey. Muacks

Zouk Cafe, Teeq & Rootz

2010-03-08T18:27:00.014+08:00

Monthly update. :) It's March 2010, we're stepping into second quarter of 2010 soon. Sis is coming back from US soon, everything like happening so soon. I enjoyed my last weekend with UBIs, a gang of friends whom I knew for about 2 years d, love them still, just that they like to drink a lot. haha..

So we went to Zouk Cafe, located at The Gardens last Friday night. Just 5 of us.

Decided to order a Carlsberg tower, *but end up we drank two towers of them*
The couple with 4 cups of beers, none of us can runaway from this, except Chloe
My drink..I drank a little only compared to them, just 2 whole big glasses, felt extremely dizzy after that, as I hardly drink beer, I prefer wine or whisky :)
Fai didn't want to join that night, so Eugene became my driver
We played blackjack, first time playing, love it as it's fair, everyone can get drunk playing this :P

Chloe's target was actually Darren
18 points right? I was proven drunk, cause I thought it's 19

Chloe, the most sober ppl of the night, as she drank 2 glasses of orange juice

Kinda like this place, just that toilet is a bit far, aircond is a bit hot. haha..

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Saturday night, we're out again but this time with Fai, and a new girl friend, Shirley. We planned to have a drink at Teeq, rooftop of Lot 10 Plaza but we couldn't stand the temptation to visit Rootz Club after an hour sitting at the lounge. :p..

The rooftop view, nice place

Our wine of the night

The interior of the lounge

The couple

My supper..Classic Caesar
Interior of Rootz, I personally love this long bar, it's different from those round bars which most clubs at KL have (Photo credit to Laine Chai)
Us, finally got a place to stand and chill..
At the 2nd entrance of Rootz..love the bright light.haha
4 of us stayed till the end. We'll be back soon :)

Night with my buddy

2010-02-21T19:48:00.005+08:00

Chinese New Year is coming to an end soon. Time flies. I'm back in Jinjang again, originally planned to go to a temple with aunt today, she said I was born in the Tiger year and it's a Tiger year this year, it's better to go for a pray and 压太岁.. and plan changed, I'm sitting here all alone, so bored for whole day. =.= Lucky me to wake up at 3pm this afternoon, or else I'll have to go to the temple but end up knowing that there's no such service today.

I spent my night yesterday with my buddies here, my heng daiss. :) I met them once a year, or few times a year, not more than 10 times. Missed the gamble night which we practiced the same "habit" every year. Ouch..kinda miss that. We went for a movie at One U at 12am, 14 Blades. The movie was ordinary, not too nice but not too bad either. Kinda outrage which caught me hold my mouth opened and eyes shut (for few scenes) :P I enjoyed being with them, very much. They like to prattle a lot, love to make fun of others especially, but nobody will get annoyed being fooled.

ah gan..looking at Edison's nasi lemak thoughtfully.lol

Edison Phoon

Their cheese nut or sth like that..feel full even when just looking at it

Pictures were captured using my lousy Nokia 5310. Nice in everything but not camera. It was my first time visit to SS2 Murni. Ｉ knew it's very famous but I seriously don't know what made it so well known. Tables were arranged all along the dark corridor outside the mamak, I saw ppl turned on mini torch light when they eat. We waited for about 5 minutes to get an empty seat, fortune us, we got the seat right outside the mamak, and thus we don't need a torch light. :P The waiter ain't good, ain't good in promoting their food. They do not have a menu when we asked for it, and the waiter just seemed impatient to recommend some nice roti canai to us, but they're good in memorizing our orders, as I didn't see them using a pen and paper to take down customers' orders.

I started to jote down my thoughts and daily life on my old diary again, which I bought in year 2000. Exactly 10 years ago. It's not thick enough to allow me writing for 10 years, but I left it blank from 7 years memories..the last date I written there was year 2003, 7 years ago, when I was still very happy with my life back then. Things changed, sigh..

Nin Chor Yat

2010-02-14T11:31:00.005+08:00

It's Chinese New Year, it's Nin Chor Yat, and it's Valentine's day too..what a coincidence..and well, I totally forgot about the Valentine's Day though I have a valentine. =.=

I'm at Jinjang now, eyes blurring as I'm obstinately SLEEPY but I don't wish to get back to sleep. Many friends asking what am I going to do today and what's my plan for this CNY, well, I couldn't answer them and me myself. My plan will be sticked with my mom's plan, and she didn't mention any. So far, I knew only that I dated an old friend to come Jinjang house on Chor 3, Tuesday. I didn't plan well before I told him Chor 3 I'll be here. But WHO ELSE will be here with me? Holy crap I really don't know. I didn't meet him for years, should I prepare what to say and how to behave when I finally meet him again? The one who on and off appear in my mind for so many years? Don't misjudge my statement, I'm still alive (and thus my brain is functioning) and I think it's normal to have somebody you once precioused in your mind right? (am I explaining to myself? =.=)

So..I'm going to Penang with HIM and a friend on 26th February. He's going for an open interview, for a "looked glamorous job but indeed not a really fancy job". It's good to at least go for a try-- you give yourself a chance. Who knows the interviewer likes you and you got in all the rounds set in the interview, right? I was once put the job as my very first ambition, but after deliberate everthing I should have thinked, I'm kinda decided what I want. I NEED a long term, stable job. :-)

Gtg now..I wish I'll come back here soon with all the CNY photos that will be snapped. :)

Love

Twilight

2010-01-10T11:57:00.004+08:00

"When you can live forever, what do you live for?"

I bought this book last weekend during shopping with my sis and her boyfriend. I haven't watch the movie yet, though I watch part 2--New Moon. I actually spent almost half an hour in Speedy considering to buy the DVD of this Twilight movie or not before I went to the bookshop and buy this book. I took so long time to consider buying the DVD was totally due to the price of the DVD.lol..and I guess this book worth more than the DVD, though the pricing is more or less the same. My vocab isn't good, and thus I need to have my handphone with me and get all the unknown words down as I need to check those words out when I back to office the other morning. Though a bit double work, I enjoyed it. Enjoy learning new words and enjoy the story so much!

I'm not done with the book yet, but I decided to buy the DVD afterwards. :)

Happy 2010.

Love

Good Bye 2009

2009-12-31T20:29:00.006+08:00

830pm now, it's coming to the end of 2009, time passes too fast, and we're going to say goodbye to 2009, and welcome 2010.

Let's see what I've done/ achieved in 2009..(try to recall everything now)

* I ended my 3 years university life, and grad in May 2009..Gladly :)

* I joined my not very first but officially first company--In-situ Maintenance Services Sdn Bhd, and happy to know the super nice colleagues there.. :) :)

* I moved to Kuchai Lama, rented a room nearby my popo's hse

* I stepped into aeroplane for the very first time in my life, and went to Bangkok with my dearest friends (triple :))

* I met my long- lost- contact- primary schoolmates and had my first gathering with them :)

* I have my first Couch handbag from Iring :)

* I met HIM back

* I have my very first, and then second, and now 3 students

I can't recall anything else now..too bad....I do not know whether I'm happy with 2009 or not, I think most probably yes, as I stepped into another stage of my life in 2009, ended student life and started my career life. However, not everything is going as what I wished, (that's for sure as I'm not God)..For 3 years I enjoyed "independent life", and I'm still adapting myself to live again in a big family. Have to think for others before I plan for my activities, this is the most basic thing I gotta learn and always have to do to make everybody happy. (I wish everybody happy..I wish myself happy too)

Plan for what we want to achieve in 2010, and let's come back again in 2010 year end to see the result?

*I'm going to China with my family in mid 2010, and going to Bangkok with sis and mom in Oct 2010.

*I wish I could squeeze some time and money to visit Bali also with my uncle 5. Hopefully yes. I wish I can improve more in my career, not creating anymore problem to my colleagues. :)

*I wish I can have gathering dinner once a month with Teng, Darling, Chocolate and hopefully Ann, as I love you girls so much.

*I wish I can make more money!! (haha..as I need to get a new car)

*I wish Aunt to be safe, healthy and happy even though we're not always with her, I love her

*I wish mummy, Aivee, Iring, Ah Boy, Ah Yeow, C mun healthy and happy too, and bright career in 2010

*I wish my Uncle Fai Fai to stay handsome, lose some weight, found his desired job, happy ever after with Milo and Winter

*I wish Laine Laine, Desmond, Darren, Limda, Allan, Kin Kin, Si Toon, Euwin, Gavin Tan and all UBIs all the best..Gilly Tan forever.LOL

If you guys happened to drop by and read my blog now, I apologize for whatever I did or said that upset you. Thank you for being with me in 2009, and wish you guys a very happy 2010, have a great year ahead~

BUBBA GUMP SHRIMP

2009-11-22T15:36:00.004+08:00

Just to update a bit. Ann visited KL last weekend, and certainly we'll organize a small gathering, to update on each other working life.. hehe..

I texted all fella who are in KL before Ann came, and set the gathering place at Sunway Pyramid, cos most of us are staying in Selangor area. :) We didn't know where to have our dinner until we passed by the main entrance of Sunway Pyramid and saw Bubba Gump Shrimp. I remembered Elaine posted some photos and had very high rating towards this restaurant. So I suggested it. Too bad, our guys are still favour to lower budget dinner, but we were already in the restaurant when they called and said they'll have their dinner at other restaurant, and will only meet us up after dinner. =.=

The food are real nice! Tasty and freshy. Nice chat..nice gathering..cause we were all nice ppl.hahaha..

me with my Baramundi..double thumbs up!

I found that I dunno how to smile naturally d...
Besties in UPM
With Wanfoo, shuechung was the camera man, while shawn was outside peeking girls. :P

Girls, wish us all the best in our career! See you all soon..

NIOSH & Boy's BD dinner

2009-11-21T19:33:00.008+08:00

A mix up feeling today, but just don't mention it. Where goes my good mood..haih..

I had attended NIOSH (National Institute of Occupational Safety and Health) briefing last Thursday. It was a one day "training", just a lecture class to brief the safety precautions that we have to know when we are in a plant/site. The class I attended was OGSP- NIOSH Oil & Gas Safety Passport. I doubted why it was given a name as "safety passport", until my colleague explained that we have to hold this safety passport if we want to enter Petronas, Shell, Esso & Titan Petchem's plant, it is a must. Till then, if you're going to a particular plant area to perform a job, they'll organize a safety briefing and you'll be granted to carry out the job after you attended the safety briefing, for a particular duration until the "visa" expired. We had to sit for a test end of the class and if we pass, we'll get the authority to enter the plants. I went with my Support Engineer, his new trainee, and one 'senior technician'. I am the only female in the class. =.= Felt so awkward although I knew that will be the situation. Am still waiting for the result to be released, don't think will fail as the facilitator was so good to give us hints and tips during the class.

Other than this, Boy is back from Penang for his sem break..5 weeks I guess. We celebrated his birthday at Jogoya, this was the 2nd time I visited Jogoya, first time was during mom's bd in February this year. I remember I had a very bad mood during my first visit, and thus didn't really enjoy the food. I told myself I must enjoy this second visit. Real enjoyed it! Especially the Sashimi!! hehe...I love Japanese food...

My favourite sashimi..Salmon!!

Crab is my favourite dish also.. ^.^

Boy & mom

Photostated

Happy when he's with me

X'mas X'mas~~~

时光隧道

2009-11-08T15:35:00.007+08:00

-迷惘-

昨天百般无聊下找回了多年前的日记。。从2000 年到2003 年。。读回那本日记像是把我带进时光隧道，回到了我中二的时候，不断地在练球，那时候还有很好很好的六姐妹，晓丽，晓云，美慧，秀容，雪莉。也回到中四的时候，从如何认识‘他’，到如何和‘他’走在一起，当中只有快乐，很多的欢乐，造就现在的不舍。日记是用华语写的，所以现在也在用华语。。哈哈。。。

好怀念，也很好笑。不明白为何当年为什么那么迷恋某某一个人，也不明白为何当初很开心的家庭今天会破裂不堪。。马的。可能很多人都不喜欢写日记，当年我买下那本蛮美的日记簿也只是为了锻炼自己成为一个有恒心的人，还蛮成功的嘛（当时），要不然现在也不会有机会回味当初年少无知的自己所做过的一切。 日记的好处：它能为多年后的你带来少许的欢乐，帮你记起某某人，某某事。我昨天笑了好多遍，真的忘记了太多东西，太多太多。。现在的那六姐妹，有两个已经嫁人了，其中一个还是一个孩子的妈。。我还在浮浮沉沉，寻找着自己想要的。。日记里出现的人事务，相信现在没有一个市还保持原状的。。我的家，我当年曾经可爱的家，也已经变调了。可悲。

工作方面，很开心！[套我大学时和钊萍最爱用的形容词：他妈的（解注）：代表无发形容的 ]；真的他妈的开心。上星期五，我的Senior Engineer 由于 Technicians 做漏东西而需要请自出马到客户的plant 了解了解，我开玩笑的问他说什么时候才肯带我去“走街”，没想到真的立刻就答应带我一起去，结果很匆忙的买了百多块的Safety Shoes, 就这样和我们的Operation Manager 一起启程去Banting, Emery Oleochemical Plant. 整个Plant 很难找到在外走动的女子，女的多数是坐在办公室里的，外头还蛮危险的，沟渠里会不时冒烟，由于他们用High pressure steam 来替代电能，所以 equipments 最好别碰，都是他妈的高温的。

我有畏高症，但得要硬着头皮去爬那些该死的楼梯。为何该死？因为我可以透过那该死的铁网清清楚楚地看到地面，爬得越高，屁股越麻，代表我越怕。哈哈！Site visit carried on 的时候，我的Senior Engineer 就逐个逐个equipment 解释，感觉就像小学生一日游，但辛苦得多，里面温度很高，很热，像在做Sauna.. 但真的很开心能够去一次site visit. 将来还会去不同的plants.. 另一个该死：不能带手机，结果不能拍照。:P

第一次用酱多的华文写blog..蛮ok 滴！ :)

Hee Yah

2009-10-24T17:58:00.003+08:00

Heeyah~ I don't know what's hee yah but I don't know why it just appear in my mind when I am here. =.=

Boring..very de boring. Thinking about something--life partner, my colleagues mentioned bout this yesterday when we chat just before leaving office. I'm not sure I have found the one yet, (sorry to say that but I just ain't sure he's the one). I don't know what are the criteria to be my life partner, as my preferences are fluctuating often enough. ["Hey Fai,if you're reading this, let me know what are you thinking? Am I your life partner and are you mine? Am I good enough for you? I know you can't stand my temper sometimes..But I don't know why you're with me, and I don't know why I'm with you also, we both just don't bother and don't want to say that 3 words to each other all these while, I guess the same applies to the future."] I'm 23 this year, time flies so fast, many of my friends became mother, I guess I should start to think bout this although I know I'm still young. : )

What else? Oh ya, I've attended the ever first funeral in my life, my granduncle's funeral. I miss him so much now..though we didn't talk much but you're the one who love my aunt the most..who take care of Family Ng on behalf of our great grandfather. May you rest in peace Uncle...

P/s: Going to watch Surrogate tonight with the stupiak..I don't like to watch but he insisted he likes it. "You should treat me this ticket. hmph >.<

Meimei's Birthday Celebration @Gypsy Bar

2009-09-27T13:19:00.007+08:00

Update again, seems like the trend is fixed at one month one update. :P Went few places recently, just lazy to update, and one of the excuses is that, I do not have the pictures with me..too bad. Celebrated Mei's birthday last night at Gypsy Bar, Changkat last night. I love Changkat, but I don't like Gypsy at all. Lol..Ventilation is real bad when there're smokers around, songs are ok, and luckily we're upstair, as there're really too many of "foreign labours-looked-alike" downstair.:P

Meimei the pretty birthday girl

Group photo

Sweet SaSa

Elvin, electrified version

"U're so thin!!" this was what we said after taking this picture :P

Our gang picture without kinkin

Next week will be joining Elvin's birthday celebration party at Phuture..(hopefully not lazy to update here. =))

Ciaoz

Convocation

2009-08-22T18:53:00.009+08:00

Hey. Yup long time didn't update. Convocation had past, Irene came back and left Malaysia again. Mom and both sis are now at Beijing having their vacation. Will sure join them next time if I able to save money. :P

Bulan puasa d..so fast one year had past. It's August now! And terribly, it's end of August, our National day is just around the corner. OMG...the year is coming to the end real soon. I'm getting older and older, weaker and weaker. MC again and again, the fridge has many bottles of medicine stamping my name. I'm getting more worry and concern on my body now, I can't leave it uncare d I guess. Scary, I nearly black off when I was driving to my office in one of the mornings. I was really scared, opened the window wider, played with my fingers and sit straight, breathed deeply, and thanks god I was ok after few minutes. My colleagues urged me to do a full body checkup. I wished to. But not so soon.

Here are some convo pictures taken on 090809. Very touching when we sang our Uni Song during the end of the ceremony. 3 years memories flash back, I remembered the moment I enter uni, orientation best friends, college besties, moved out, exams, assignments, every single moment is just precious. Girls, gambate together. I love you all.

My family members were making noise and welcoming me, evybody looking at me, was so happy n surprised tat time.lol
Thanks Faifai for being my driver, cameranman& ah 4. Thanks for the flowers, thanks for your time, thanks for your attendance. muacks
My family members and soon-to-be family members.lol
Fai, Brian and me. He's my cousin and also my student. :P
My lovely brother Json and Cmun
Aivee with her trademark 3-7 fan min
my eldest sis, hong kong artist-looked- alike
Happy to grad together and the bros can attend together.haha
Chocolate, our course rep. =)
With Choo Chien Ning and Shawn. CCN was wet.lol
Us with Shawn.
My darling..muacks
Ann ann..congrates ann!
Teng teng..she got a huge bear bear.haha
My best study mate.Wish you all the best..
HOusemates~
The only best friends in my Uni..
Lovely Ying Pei. Thanks for the sonflower and thanks Xiangpei. =)
Us with our bfs, without Chocolate and Euwin.Aiks
Mom, Mr.Pee, Dad, Aunt, I did it!

Bella Luna

2009-07-11T15:55:00.002+08:00

Mystery the moon

A hole in the sky

A supernatural nightlight

So full but often right

A pair of eyes a closing one

A chosen child in golden sun

A marble dog that chases cars

To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars

The cosmic fish they love to kiss

They're giving birth to constellations

No riffs and oh no reservation

If they should fall you get a wish or dedication

May I suggest you get the best

For nothing less than you and I

Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting

Oh bella bella please

Bella you beautiful luna

Oh bella do what you do

Do do do do do

You are an illuminating anchor

Of leagues to infinite number

Of crashing waves and breaking thunder

Tiding the ebb and flows of hunger

You're dancing naked there for me

You expose all memory

You make the most of boundary

You're the ghost of royalty imposing love

You are the queen and king combining everything

Intertwining like a ring around the finger, of a girlI'm just a singer, you're the world

All I can bring ya

Is the language of a lover

Bella luna, my beautiful beautiful moon

How you swoon me like no other

May I suggest you get the best

Of your wish may I insist

That no contest for little you or smaller I

A larger chance yet, but all them may lie

On the rise, on the brink of our lives

Bella please

Bella you beautiful luna

Oh bella do what you do

Bella luna

My beautiful beautiful moon

How you swoon me like no other, oh oh oh

Emotional kills?

2009-07-09T23:11:00.005+08:00

Late night at Kuchai, mummy's room. Not used to it when nobody came out from kitchen and ask "Come back d lar? Today so early one?"... Mummy and Aivee are at Hong Kong now, therefore I decided to overnight here these few days until they're back.

Had sales meeting and sales-operation meeting on Wednesday. Duh..first time participate a meeting for whole day. Bit boring but also interesting meeting, cause there's improvement today after the long meeting I must say. Communication is sth very darn crucial, if you're not able to master your communication skill, tonnes of problems will be awaiting you, especially when you deal with coordination job.

Besides, I guess what I concern recently is the sth related to "being emotional". There are few people around me (both in my office and family) are too emotional, and actually there's nothing to do with me as they din step on my tail. My senior said when you can't change people, why not you try to change or just accept what they are? Frankly, I just wanto be nice to everybody, wanted to be nice, I'll have to ciao when I sense their emotional is coming, but anyhow, it does affect me and others surrounding. Nothing much to comment on this, "it's always too late when you start to realize and appreciate sth/somebody", if you do not how to control your temper, then please be prepared you're going to suffer from the phrase above.

My office is moving to Taman Perindustrian Puchong next week, and therefore nobody is free in our office these two weeks (except sales department as we have very few cabinet and documents,nyek nyekkkk). Tomorrow will be "half working day"--server and computers will be moved to new office after lunch, I rely solely on the server to complete my task, no server=no work. Haha..anyhow, will still need to travel to Puchong after lunch to unpack our departments files first, and other departments next. Looking forward to work in the new office, although I will have to wake up half hour earlier in the future. T.T

Nothing much to update d I think..good night...

Bangkok Dangerous

2009-06-28T15:55:00.011+08:00

Sawadeeka~ almost a month since I last update. Sorry, din meant it but really too lazy to wait the stupid line to upload my pics here. Dilemma, if I terminate streamyx line here then I wonder how am I going to upload pix to facebook and my blog here, but if I dun terminate then it will be kinda burden for me..sigh...Wimax, you sucks!
Back to the topic, Bangkok Dangerous! Kinda dangerous man..H1N1 attacks hard! I can see most of the tourists wearing mask (thought not the proper way of wearing, they take off and re-wear the same mask). Many Malaysian tourists there, as I heard those very familiar "malaysian cantonese" terms there..kaka..Shall explain more in photo captions (to make long story short) :)

Duty-free zone@ LCCT, *nth much to shop compared to Bangkok airport!!*
Excitement!! can you feel my excitement? this is my first time ever to board a plane!
Yeah!!! window seat
Bangkok airport, have many unique statues everywhere..
Siam Paragon, sth like our Pavillion, js sell branded stuffs :P
My 1st meal in Bangkok, tom yum seafood no
Siam Ocean World, the largest aquarium in South East Asia
Our first station
at the entrance (entrance fees for walked-in cust around 900baht)
Sharks swimming under the boat
Going to enjoy 4D show (many ang moh, so wear mask :P)
Lot of sharks, lot of fishes, penguins, enjoyable&memoriable experience there, love it!
This tut tut driver kena summon, (really scary driving skill@.@)
The classic Coca-Cola..love it man! Classic is the best
The gigantic sleeping buddha (entrance fees 50baht)
Very long sleeping buddha
with Uncle Fai
dunno wat's the name of these "container", but they put in coins and pray all along the way
Wat Pho..no entrance fees needed, awesome buildings
Resting under the big sun
the lil lion
i like the red door hidden somewhere around the corner of Wat Pho
Riding the free tut tut (driver ciao before we paid)
Safe and generous tut tut driver :P
The little statues welcoming us
The Golden Mount, u have to climb all the way up to reach the temple (but it's under renovation -.-)
The bell..i like this
and the Gong.haha
Bangkok city view from top of the Golden Mount
Bangkok China Town, nice place to have your dinner, cheap and delicious!
Men, it's for you =)
The unique display opposite of MBK centre
sth like our sg.wang, but so much bigger than that
the interior of MBK
Lebua State Tower, sky bar is located on top of the building (64th floor)
the elegant entrance of Sky Bar
Windy night, love that place
Night view of Bangkok city (Bangkok is truly big!)
I was so scared actually :P
after club at Route 66 (it's just 11pm when we leave)
Clubs at RCA street..our clubs are simply lousy if compared to theirs
Getting ready to check in
Bangkok, I will be back

Second Quarter of 2009

2009-06-07T12:36:00.003+08:00

Long time didn't update here, I guess if nothing special happen, I will be updating here twice a month, as for what I planned, I will be coming back Jinjang once every two weeks.

My sis have subscribed P1wimax at Kuchai Lama actually. I thought I can finally online whenever I can as I wished, but in fact it's still the same. As long as my little cousin sisters are there, I don't think I can online happily. Their little hands will come and click whatever key that is with light (which I think attracted them), and too bad, my 'power button' is always on with orange color light, tried many times the youngest kid came and click on it, and my laptop went into standby mode.

June 2009, second quarter of the month d, same question, what have I achieved? A new job, very first salary, going to Bangkok real soon, and what else? Still found myself quite careless, low self-confidence when comes into certain thingy. Need lotsa improvement..hopefully. I will work on it.

Hardly go club d, went Brussel yesterday night with Ubis, had a wonderful chat with Chocolate and Elaine while the guys busy with their play cards. I think I mentioned before, I prefer sitting down chilling with friends with a glass of cocktail/mocktail/wine on hand to standing in the club sweating and shouting at each other when u try to talk. Old d? Maybe yes maybe not, but I think bored d.lol. One of the Ubis is stepping further and further away from the gang, quite..erm..helpless, but anyhow it's life, "there's never an endless dinner in the world".

Didn't bring camera back, update some photo next time..Take care and ciao~

Loving it~

2009-05-24T11:52:00.006+08:00

Yo~ miss my blog so much. Hardly able to online recently as I haven't subscribe any broadband service at Kuchai Lama, (though can curi curi online at office, it's impossible to spend time here during office hour.:P)

Mom said she's not going to pay electricity and kilik kalak bills here starting May d, will just pay aunt back on the vege she buys as we are not staying here anymore. Hmm...means I'm going to support my house expenses alone after I get my very first salary. To minimize the expenses, I've decided to terminate streamyx subscription here. Since it's kinda waste to pay the same amount every month while all of us hardly come back nowadays. Mom asked me to follow Aivee to subscribe those broadband service with portable modem--can online wherever I am provided the area is within the broadband area. Considering Maxis Broadband now, as I tried the service once when I first enter my current company. Line is steady and fast. :)

I like my life now..I guess I'm trying to pamper my body more now, trying to sleep as earliest as possible and wake up early in the morning (weekday for sure it's cause of working, but trying to apply this on weekend too). Have decided to quit liquor, (partially). Lol..as I still love to have wine and cocktails. Other form of liquor..I think it's enough at the moment. Talking bout cocktails, I'm trying to try every of them whenever I have chance.:)

It's coming to the end of the month, looking forward to get my pay cheque very soon. Although I can't really spend the money as my first salary will be reserved for my Bangkok trip. Still happy to get my first pay--dah besar, nak bela rumah d. Haha..trying to brain wash myself not to feel uneasy in the future when I need to contribute my saving in my family. Mom and aunt had spent huge amount on us to grow us up, it's time to repay them in every form that I can contribute. Hundreds of ringgit each month is just a small amount compared to what they gave me. (Yeap, will remind myself from time to time..gambate!!)

I guess nothing else to write here..Erm..I'm not missing my darling, ann, teng, chocolate and Lee Er very badly. Hope to sit down and chat with them on their recent life soon..Congratulation to Cheryl my sweetheart, all the best in ur future undertaking~

(Attaching some photos taken during Elaine's birthday party..ciao~)

Countdown bd at Gilly

With Elaine and Chloe

The devil Desmond
Elaine, Kin and Chua
The birthday girl trying to be naughty
With Elaine and Chua's cousin-Chris
Lim was so high that night(enjoyed his dance)
Us with the birthday girl
The moment before he collapsed
(hopefully his admirers will still call him out for club.muahaha)

*Next plan--Desmond's birthday party at MOS--executive wear party.lolx

April update

2009-05-09T16:33:00.007+08:00

Yo~ Happy to be able to online again (for a few hours). I'm back at Jinjang now but going back to Kuchai Lama again later for mama's day celebration. Just drop by to update you guys a bit on my life. Hehe..

One of my high school friend got married during 2nd of May and invited me and few of my friends to her wedding dinner which held in Kepong. I enjoyed that night pretty well as wedding dinner somehow indicate that I can meet my high school buddies and chit chat a bit on our recent life. Happy to meet Ai Li too as every friends know she's super busy after she join her company. Most of the photos are with Howard, and I doubt how is he going to give us the copies as he said he's not going to upload them to facebook. >.<

Thanks for accompanying. =)
Congratulations Ejane and Daniel
Ai Li

So yup..since it was a Saturday night, we had our second round after the wedding dinner. We went to Jalan Changkat Ali, somewhere near Bukit Bintang and met Elaine and Chua. They brought two bottles of wines and we walked all the way from the head of the street till the end of the Jln Changkat Ali to locate which bar we wanna chill at. :P..and finally Twenty One was picked.

Twenty.one Kitchen & Bar

I thought Elaine was snapping the environment so I din look at the camera
Everybody was too quiet while enjoying the wine..so we buat hal sikit.lol
There are 2 glasses cause we had our Australian and Italian wine
Started to love wine

Chilling chilling..
Glad to be me.

Erm..what else? I've started working for a week. Loving it and enjoying it, though gotta wake up early.lol..The colleagues are nice, and very helpful. Don't think have chance to take pictures with them so soon though cause everyone are busy there.haha...So yeap..gtg..ciao

Chua & Lim's Birthday Celebration--Phuture Version

2009-04-27T18:02:00.008+08:00

Yippy~ I've done my 3 years university education, done my exam, and I'm stepping into the second stage of my life REAL SOON. I'm now at Jinjang, had left Serdang, used a whole day to move out things out from the big double storey house, almost 4 cars.=.=..lolx..Thanks a lot my faifai..will sure cry if without you helping.haha...muacks~

OK back to the topic. I done my exam on Friday, and joined Chua and Lim's birthday party at Phuture on Saturday night. We've been there several times but that Saturday night was our first time to club on the upstair of the club. Freezing cold, and not that happening compared to downstair (that's for sure cause the dance floor and dj are located downstair). Bored when we reached, but then getting higher and higher when more and more friends turn up, and ended up drinking quite a lot of glasses of liquor. ( I dunno why I need to drink for Lai Meng =.=, i think he set me up lor..lol). Euwin Goh and Desmond Wong as usual, wanna make me drunk by pushing those glasses to me all night long. LUCKY me, I didn't drunk.wahaha...

Uncle Faifai and me when we are 100% conscious.:P
With lovely Elaine
Ignore the middle finger
With Tiffany and the lady boss =)
Akihasu, CF, me and Elaine
The four heng daiz
Group photo with the birthday boy Chua
With the two birthday boys
Girls
Lady Sasa and Alvin
Semua buat kacau kat belakang
New met friend Christine
Don't jealous.lol

I was one of his victims
Victim number 2
"yeah ah lim drunk d, mission half complete"

All photos are accredited to Elaine Chai the lady boss =)

Chua & Lim's Birthday Celebration

2009-04-24T00:51:00.006+08:00

That was Wednesday night where Elaine text us and invite us to Gilly for their birthday celebration. Lolx..a celebration with full of surprises and laughter. Not going to write much here.. Please refer to the picture. Lolx..

The flowers prepared by Gavin Tan, the cafe owner
Ordinary birthday cake with extraordinary "birthday candle"
Never forget the tea
Limda, one of the bd boys
Can I say..RIP? lolx..*touch wood*
Praying ceremony
Lim's turn
Cake bought by Chu Lian
Showing talent in dividing cake.haha

Coming up next, Chua & Lim's birthday celebration at Phuture, 25th April 2009. =)

PS. Happy birthday dudes!

:: Insomnia ::

2009-04-23T05:44:00.003+08:00

It's 5.47am now and probably everybody are on their lovely bed sleeping tightly dreaming sweetly, or maybe those who are having exam are still holding their notes memorizing for the last minute..I do not have paper tomorrow, Friday instead, I wanna sleep, but neither my bed nor my blanket loves me tonight, they do not need me tonight, I'm suffering from Insomnia now. God damn it!! Arghhhhh~~~~~~~

Maybe it's because of the 5 hours "long nap" that cause this insomnia? Or maybe cause of the "cham bing" that I ordered just now in Gilly that made me so alert now. Hmm... my body clock had been twisted that's for sure, it happens every time I have my final exam. Actually...I do not what to write here, but Boey said I should update more frequently..:P

Life is sooooo vulnerable, it haunted me. Erm..you know Facebook? You know the new interface that will enable you to view your friend's friend's photos? Whatever it is, save the crap. I viewed somebody's photos just now before I attempted to sleep. The photo album name was "Ashley, RIP" or something like that. The album was created to mourn her friend, Ashley and Ashley's bf, Kenny. They both were killed instantly in a car accident at Jalan Tun Razak two days ago. "Instantly"..I was like OMG...I don't know any of the two deceased of course, but it's bit scary that your life could be taken away anytime without any hints..It's sad that they couldn't even tell their beloved they're leaving and kiss goodbye..Everything left blank after their sudden death. I wish this will not happen to anyone surrounding me, everyone wish this of course..It's just...too cruel.

6.00am, I'm thinking what to do next..Arr..maybe can open my lecturer notes then I will fall asleep instantly too.lol. Ciao~

Random =)

2009-04-16T15:54:00.006+08:00

Hello...long time no see. Lol.. Didn't have spare time to update here, as I've stepping into the final exam of my life today, busy preparing for the exam since early of this week. Haha.."final exam of my life"..:P provided I'm not going to further to Master Degree lah..

Am doing well here, but miss home a lot.. I went to Panasonic Management for interview last week, it's located at Tropicana, asked Fai and Weng Kin but they didn't really know the exact location, so I decided to park my car at Ikano Power Centre and boarded a taxi to the interview, since from the map they provided, it's kinda near to Ikea area. Ermm...My aunt accompanied me that day. Haha..for so long time never experience her companion like what she had been doing since we are young. She used to tumpang honey Lee Er's car and accompany us to Kasturi and wait there until we finished our tuition classes. I didn't know why she's so worried and insisted to accompany us, I even blamed (in heart) that she'll spoil us eventually.lol.. Oh ya..everytime we jumped down from the tuition class, she'll surely smiling to us with her hand holding Mc Donald set lunch or KFC set or something else delicious. Haha..When I stepped out from the building after interview and looked at her lonely back waiting me, all memories flush back. Love her so much, cause she loves me up to the limit nobody can imagine. Muackssss...

Misses my uncle fai's Ogawa massage chair so much now....so much so much so much!! Omg pity my right arm right wrist and right neck..My yoko yoko is gonna bottom up real soon.lol...Hmm...we (the UBIs) went 7atenin9 again last Saturday night, with empty plan empty mind, Kin Kin suddenly suggested the chill out place. Here are some pictures taken that night..enjoyed that night very much..really love them as my friends.. Ciao~

My litchi margarita

Limda Lim with his fried calamari

Elaine and me with the poser Fai

Elaine's hubby..he *killed* us by the two camera's flash

I like this..cos it's sweet.hehe

Alvin Wong aka Hamsap Kin

He likes to hide from the camera--but we won't let go.haha

^.^

They didn't know why we toasted to them.haha

Will you be my destiny? =)

A post for 阿桑

2009-04-08T20:43:00.003+08:00

RIP..in deep memory

Erm...I guess many has got this news that Taiwan singer 阿桑 had passed away. Yea..breast cancer brought her back to God.

I was actually wondering where she gone as she's quite quiet in the industry for 6 years, after her very famous song entitled 叶子 and 受了点伤 was released, not much news of her on the newspaper after that. And then..I saw Crono shout out in Facebook, to send his condolence to this pretty special singer. A big shock, that she had quietly passed away.

Not a big fan of her, but I like her songs. Her voice could just very easily touches my heart and alter my mood. It's sad to lose such a great singer, there are way too many useless singer in the industry nowadays, I always wonder why are those so-called singer in HK and Taiwan, where they only possess so called "pretty faces" but with no quality AT ALL. Idol..sweat. Their existence are just to cheat consumer's money I think.

Anyway, back to the topic, I'm here to express my condolence to everybody who loves 阿桑..may her rest in peace, and may everybody here learn to live at the moment--活在当下..Like there's no more tomorrow, and then we will appreciate everything surrounding us?? I hope so, there are too many lusts and materialistic made us lost our mind, driving us to another path sometimes...Sad for this.

2nd Quarter of 2009

2009-04-02T18:27:00.008+08:00

Entering the second quarter of 2009, it's already 2nd of April, time flees, and I'm thinking of what have I achieved in the first quarter of 2009? Practically, seems none. I was still enjoying and lepak-ing my university life, and also life with my beloved friends. What have I gained? Memories?lolx..maybe.

I'm at home for the whole week, I mean, I didn't went class on Monday and Wednesday as scheduled. No other reason, my uncle fai is sick of no reason, and I spent my day time at his house, but not take caring him, just to enjoy his OSIM massage chair.hahahaha...

Went Sasa's birthday party last Saturday, and I dunno why I was so damn high that night.Lolx..maybe it's my friend's birthday, or maybe I really need to be wild sometime to release some stress. It's final sem's final exam month~~~~~~~~

Group photo with Birthday girl

Elaine, Chua,Weng Kin and me

The birthday girl--sasa
My Uncle Fai and his valentine's gift (shirt) from me.haha
Weng Kin and me
Alvin
He seems high too.lolx
and then, he seems weird
The attractive girl ^.^
Me....with my latest hairstyle

Coming up next..Fast and Furious 4, Saturday 12am, Berjaya Times Square, anyone?

Sorry, but I have to move on

2009-03-24T01:45:00.004+08:00

I've actually switched off my laptop and prepared to sleep, about an hour ago. But anyway, I didn't. I took this book and read it on my bed, and finally I got it done in two days, I mean, I finish the story in 2 days. This is the first 橘子's book that I've read, I like her writing style, very natural and unique way of writing, though there's a lot of cursing and rude words inside. lol.. She made me laughed all the way from the very first sentence till the last chapter of the story, although it's actually should be a sad love story.
I'm sad though..when I reach the last chapter, when the perfect guy she met is so damn perfect, but she gotta leave him in the end. A perfect guy, described as very handsome, very rich, but a lonely guy. When she discovered his past with his missing ex-girlfriend, when she realizes that everything he told her was actually told in the same way to his ex-girlfriend, when she realizes that she's actually just a replacement of his missing ex-girlfriend, her tears drop, and she left him, left his life.
Hmmm...she's a good writer, at least she is able to alter my mood by only one chapter, few pages of words. Here's some words that impressed me, *but anyway, I gotta type them in chinese*

*这是第一次，我真正感觉到自己是在恋爱，而不是拥有一段名为恋爱的关系；我被爱情牵着走，而不是处理这爱情这件事。-----恋爱不是用谈的，是用坠入的。

A Saturday Night at 7 atenin9

2009-03-23T00:43:00.008+08:00

As title, I went 7 atenin9 last night, with Elaine, Chua and Fai. Always wanted to chill out there since I saw some pictures from my sister's photo album, and since we really got no idea where to hang out, didn't make any reservation for any movie, didn't want to have a noisy night at any club, we decided to try out this place.

We reached around 1030pm, gathered at car park, and entered the bistro together. Well..I would say, I fall in love with the place at the first sight. Haha...I'm a blackaholic, but I love white too. =p White is their main theme color, everything from staff's uniform to the stage are all in white color.

The stage and the fabulous female Dj

The interior view from upstair

The people

The lighting

The customers were mainly made up of foreigners, and age ranged from middle 20s to 50s. Quality food, quality interior design, quality staffs, quality music. Their customer service is definitely one of the point that will make me revisit the place. Friendly, initiative, everything is just nice. Elaine wanted to order Sparkling wine from France, but too bad, it was out of stock.

While waiting for our drinks

Fai

Chua
His Tiger Beer
V for Vee Vian =)
Our Turkey Ham Pizza
My Lychee Martini *thumbs up*
Elaine's drink
Downstair view
The white, unique-designed chair

The sweet couple
Fai and me

Generally, the trance and house music there was just what I want for a peace and relaxing saturday night. I will revisit the place in near future, this is for sure.=)

:: An Update ::

2009-03-18T20:11:00.006+08:00

Hmm..wanted to lepak here for days but just too lazy for that. Well, I had got a Canon 8 mega pixel digital cam from Aivee few days before, just to capture more images that occuring in my daily life, and upload them up here, so that my blog won't look dull?haha

OK come we starts. I met up Ubis few times since last Sat, just for our Bangkok trip. I am very anxious of the trip, as this will be the very first time I step into a plane and fly across they sky going out from Malaysia. Being TOO happy go lucky, I said yes when Elaine suggested to have a trip to Bangkok, without proper planning of my budget, and probably my leave in my future company. =.= A yes, a few survey done online, we booked our flight last month, at a very low rate. My beloved Uncle Fai Fai promised to support my accommodation fees, therefore, I spent a total of RM 166 for the air tickets, that's all. haha..Hopefully I will be manage to control my shopaholic desire in Bangkok, then I guess there'll still have few hundred bucks left in my bank account after I back from Bangkok? :P

Chua's Mickey keychain. * I'm thinking of steal it some day*haha

The organizer-- Elaine and her hubby Cgy

This will also be my very first oversea trip with my Uncle Faifai. *Happy-ing*

Back to campus life, I went to Silverlake Axis with my housemates to interview the management head for our project purpose. All of us didn't really prepare for the interview, and damn lucky of us, Mr.Tang is a very nice person (with very less available time), the interview ended in 30 minutes, afterall, I still think, we didn't brought UPM a good image. =P

Chocolate and Zhao Peng@ KL Sentral Mc D

Ann, Zp and Mr. Tang

Mr.Tang and me after interview session

=My 6 semesters spent in UPM, Agriculture Fac=

2009-03-13T00:28:00.013+08:00

I am having my last paper tomorrow, at 3pm. Duh..I'm just too lazy to stare on my notes, and I had spent whole day on Facebook, particularly Pet Society..totally addicted.=.=

I am going to grad real soon, try to make a summary of my 6 semesters in University Putra Malaysia?

Sem 1: Sem 1 was just nice, we were all newbies in uni, new to the lecture styles, new to exam format, new to the environment, new to hostel life, and new to our course mates. Everybody was wearing mask, according to Foo. He told me that it's a very nature act of humanbeing, to act kind and innocence just to protect themselves from those we just met. Since everybody was acting and wearing mask, Sem 1 was ok to me, and frankly, I had most fun in my first sem. I missed it, though it was not real.

Sem 2: A total screwed up semester. Got very bad result, got Anorexia Nervosa, first time felt disappointed towards friends surrounding me, cried a lot. However, I got to know a very good friend in PAP, he's very supportive type of person, though we did not meet much after PAP, i appreaciate him, as a friend like him is hard to find.

Sem 3: Wait...I couldn't recall what happened in Sem 3. A so so sem? That's why I couldn't find a special memory of it.

Sem 4: A brand new sem, I scored first class for 4th Sem, I moved out from K14 to Bukit Serdang, i paid most hardwork in this sem, as there was a mentor beside me guiding and leading me to the path what a student should behave.

Sem 5: Had my industrial training, very mess up sem. Lotsa arguements, lotsa fightings, end of relationship, and they moved out.

Sem 6: My final sem, living with another 3 girls in this double storey house, knowing my new babe, getting more outgoing, started job hunting, everything is fine, and time passes really fast..It's my final sem....

A brief introduction of myself

2009-03-12T15:27:00.001+08:00

So this is my very fist post in this new blog? Guess have to introduce myself, but anyway, not really in the mood to write something here at this moment, I did a small test just now (got the link from someone else in Facebook Notes), and found the result quite accurate, maybe you can read the result to know me in brief? Shall see you then in the next post... Nice day~~

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(not really romantic nowadays..somebody took away my romantic gene)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
( I guess I have met the right person, hopefully)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(not really serious in choosing {last time}, but i know who suits me and who doesn't at the very first glance, though not very serious in choosing, i treat the one I chose very damn serious, trust me}

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(yup education is very important, I allowed no failure in my studies)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(haha this is so damn true)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.